Sadly though, while I may have been able to get away with that for a while, with my thesis nearly done I am once again going to have to leave the sanctity of my office and deal with prospective employees, students and other adults - none of whom I imagine will appreciate my 'whateva' style or an inadvertent nipple in their eye.
While I was excited about the stylist, as the time grew closer I began to get a little nervous. In response to my fear that she would, upon encountering me, fall down in hysterical laughter in the middle of the shopping centre or run screaming from the room hands flapping wildly, I decided that forewarned was forearmed and wrote her a brief note:
Dear Personal Stylist,
I just wanted to drop you a quick note to
I have no doubt you will be young and beautiful and hopefully immaculately dressed. I fully expect you to look the part. But I want you to know that I already hate you for it. Don't judge me. I have spent days looking for something to wear for this occasion and three months trying (unsuccessfully) to lose weight. Someone somewhere will be pleased to know that I have found theirs.
I wanted you to know that I have bought some new undies for the occasion, just in case you are the kind of stylist that peeps around curtains unannounced at inopportune moments, or you have a perverse eagerness to feel better about yourself by sussing out how much a female body can sag post-children and forty something years on the planet. Even buying undies was an issue. I didn't want to go for the flowery mother-in-law ones, the synthetics, the flossy or lacy ones. I thought boy legs, or a thong but then I am sure they do nothing for me and will do even less for you. The alternative, Brigitte Jone's undies, might make you run for the nearest high bridge as you contemplate your body's future. After much vacillating you'll be pleased to know that I eventually made a decision (sensible, beige, seamless).
But at the moment I don't know what else I am wearing, does that matter? I mean you are going to dress me after all. Also you can save your breath asking me what's in my wardrobe. I am sure you don't want to count 3 pair of discount jeans all with holes in the arse pockets where my cellulite keeps trying to make a quick escape (quite honestly I wish it would). I am equally sure that my saggy t-shirts with quickening thread and underarm stains would be rejected by Lifeline. As would my two pairs of festering discount sandals - not least due to the fact that the groove worn out of the sole by my crooked middle toe is that large that the foot bugs need a high jump pole to get from one side of the shoe to the other.
Also I have to let you know that I hate shopping.
It never used to be that way. Once upon a time I loved the highlife - flash shoes, shoulder pads, gnarly boots, high heels, blue eyeshadow and hairdos to a six-week schedule. Then I moved to country North Queensland, where, let's face it (and apologies to all my
'Luckily' for me, I met the criteria.
Having said that, the resultant marriage and birth to three young men (don't panic - they weren't young men at the time) have resulted in the situation we find ourselves in; me having to expose my floppy bits to a fine young lady, and you having to endure it. I will try my best to think of some small talk to engage you and take your mind from the horror ... how are you with space weapons? Meantime maybe you could think about some fictional thing to keep your mind far removed from reality - like eating icecream, for example.
Anyway, I am looking forward to that Mojito - in fact maybe I will have a few before I come so don't put me in any high heels. Come to think of it, maybe you should come armed with some dutch courage yourself.
Of course, the stylist was the very model of decorum and clothes-horsery, and a lovely person to boot (which doesn't make for a satisfactory ending for the blog!). There was no hysterical flapping of arms or dramatic collapsing, and she had obviously been
It made me think that she must have built up some immunity due to the endless parade of panicky middle-aged women struggling to grow into their skin (so to speak) that form her client base. Well... either that or she took my advice re the Mojitos.